A week ago Friday I thought my head was going to
explode. It was an excruciating pain at
the left rear base of my head and neck.
My first thought was great, what did I do to cause this? I could only assume it was the stress of
knowing my brother was in the hospital fighting for his life again.
Saturday came and I found myself sitting in the shade on the
beach. The wind was coming in from the
South and I visualized the stress from the past week blowing away in the
wind. My headache ceased for the moment,
but came back strong on the drive home.
Sunday came and the headache was just as irritating. IB prophen would only dull the pain, but it
wouldn’t rid me of the headache completely.
I began to consider the possibility that the pain was that of my
brother. After all, his brain tumor is
located on the left (frontal) part of his head.
I could certainly see where maybe the swelling in his brain could be
causing pain at his brain stem too.
Especially since his left brain herniated into the right side of his
brain.
And I have been known to pick up on other people’s pain and
habits before. When I first moved to
Florida, I began grinding my teeth and felt this tightness in my jaw at night. It
turned out that my friend Connie, who I have known since 1987, and who lived in
Pensacola before I arrived, grinds her teeth at night. As
soon as she told me that, the jaw grinding stopped.
Monday and my headache
is still there and I’m getting tired of taking IB prophen. And this headache is really getting on my
last nerve now. I’ve tried everything to
cut the psychic connection between my brother and me, but nothing worked. So I phoned the chiropractor and made an
appointment for Tuesday.
By Tuesday evening, David is squeezing hands and opens his
eyes now and then. The doctors say its
reflex. But what if the doctors are
wrong? It wouldn’t be the first time.
So I take that giant
leap and I tell his mom that I think maybe David is experiencing pain at the
left neck and at the base of his skull.
David’s mom tells me that David has been having spasms at his left arm and
hand and that they quit giving David fenytenal two days ago, to help him gain consciences,
since he hasn’t woken up.
Still, after Tuesday’s chiropractor appointment, the pain
came back just as loud as before. So
this time I broke out my Louise Hay book on mental causes for physical illness
and the metaphysical way to overcome them.
For instance, Louise says neck pain is the side effect of
refusing to see other sides of a question; stubbornness and inflexibility. Or as I like to say, “Closed minded.”
When Tuesday night arrived and bedtime came around, I changed
my prayer for David from, “Please take away his suffering and help him pass
away with grace,” to “Help my brother heal and recover from this ordeal.”
And when Wednesday morning arrived, I prayed again. This time I asked in the name of our Lord
Jesus, “Help my brother recover from this awful nightmare.”
By noon David’s mom text me that David woke up, and he’s
responding to commands. He has a long
way to go. He isn’t talking or moving
his arms, and I know he can’t walk. He
hasn’t walked on his own for about a year now I guess. But talk about a miracle! This dude’s blowing my mind!
Louise be blowing my mind too. I changed my thinking and the way I prayed,
and when Thursday came the headache was gone.
After supper, when I began to relax for the evening, my shoulder and
neck became a little stiff, but no headache.
I decided to keep my Friday morning chiropractor appointment. After all, there apparently was still some physical
healing needed. I shared my little story
with my doctor, but she didn’t share in my perspective. And you might not either. But you’ll never know if you never try. Believing is seeing for yourself.
If you’re interested, Louise Hay’s book is called, “Heal Your
Body.” I paid $12.99 for a copy on
amazon.com. Louise will show you how to
heal the mind; you’ll still need to see your doctor to heal the physical.
Science has proven that the mind has power over the
body. If you keep healing and falling to
bad health again, you most certainly want to consider changing the way you the
think.
